My boys....:)

These boys mean the world to me....it has been a long tough road the past couple of years, but I know things will smooth out and it will all be okay!! They are both loving sweet boys with big hearts and good sense of humor.....they are handsome and helpful and respectful....they have had their struggles just like the next one...but they are my boys and i love them to the moon and back!!!! 2015----    A NEW CHAPTER IS ABOUT TO BEGIN!!! :)

weekend with Stormie and the kiddos....

Stormie and Madeline and Jackson and Riley all came for the weekend and we had a great time! I really enjoyed playing with the kids, especially Madeline--she loves me!! lol!! I had bought snowballs and we had a snowball fight in the house tons of different times.it was so much fun, Jackson said he was the elf on the shelf...we had christmas gifts and made our own pizzas--I tried Ham and pineapple for the first time and it was delicious! we had a fire pit and roasted weiners and made s'mores-- and Sawyer made a s'more cake for everyone, it was great! The way sage reacted to seeing Riley at the door was totally priceless!!!! He was in total Shock! They enjoyed seeing one another. Sawyer came home with me...both nights and again tonight--he and i made a homemade pound cake today...not too shabby!! :)

Classic Christmas movies!! :)

Oh how happy I was this year when I got to watch Rudolph the red nosed reindeer and a Charlie Brown Christmas!!! These are true classic kids christmas shows. I also Watched frosty the snowman.  it was quiet refreshing to see these....it's been a few years!!!

.... these boys.....

These boys.....gosh the words for these two boys....I don't even know, they change so dang much! I love them to the moon and back and they mean the world to me--even though they are teens and aren't much into the mom mode these days! Oh how I miss the days when they would sit in my lap or hold my hand or just reach up and kiss me or cry for me to hold them.....they have grown so much and I am not sure I like it....lol....I think back to the days of catching frogs with them, baking, holidays, dressing up, buzz and woody, etc. etc. etc....so many good memories of them! Now they are 16 and KNOW everything like the typical teenagers usually do....at least I thought I did at that age as well.  Sawyer is going through the worst HAIR phase...I just hate it---and Sage is just a TURD!!! :) But they are my boys and I love them dearly!! Sage is into hunting, fishing, being lazy and his girlfriend--Riley.  Sawyer is into computers, skateboarding, these weird little pant things---and many strange things to me.....they are for sure their own little people and are growing up!! Life is moving right on along I tell ya.

Oh how I love this man!!!

This is my heart right here!! He means the world to me! He is super important and special to me.  My life has changed so much since i met him--everything is brighter and happier, I feel loved and special and wanted and needed.  I feel alive!! I never knew love like this! There is not anything he wouldn't do for me nor I would him! I love him forever and ever!!!!

...missing these two munchkins

Madeline and Jackson were in their first Christmas Play yesterday at Central School and I would have loved to have seen it.  They look precious! I made Madeline a Gingerbread dress to wear and it didn't get there in mail until today... :( Oh well, I did send this dress back with Sawyer when he was up here for Thanksgiving and she looks precious!! Central use to have the best Christmas plays ever! All of my kids were in at least one of them. The boys were wise men and so was Stormie I believe.

.....blogging again

I use to blog and loved it...then more of life happened and I stopped--life got sad and more sad and days went by and years and here I am......been wanting to start blogging and do not know where to start again.  I am happier now than I have ever been in my life with a few exceptions--but who doesn't have these.  I love to sew and really enjoy reading certain blogs---love love love Instagram--its my fav!! I got this new little pink computer and I am totally going to do this and keep up with it just for me myself and I!!! I will blog about whatever I want to and not worry about anything.  So today starts a new day for me and it makes me oh so happy!!